Fan Regulator Connections

feel unwanted.
feel marginal. Feeling
optional.
Feeling "are you sure where you are."

wait in vain for a promised phone call.
wait in vain for a gesture of welcome.
Waiting in vain to stop thinking about it.
Waiting in vain not to wait any longer.

And then,

Being told to be loved.
Sentrisi said to be important.
Being told not to be waivable. To be told
however, of not having to wait for something to change.


And despite all believe, believe in contradiction, love and hate together, and hope to keep the balance as long as possible.