Looking at the calendar I see that as nothing came Beltane.
and remain as a bit 'confused, wondering where it is done all the time that has elapsed.
What happened to all small signs of spring every year I keep an eye day after day?
Less than three weeks ago have been blocked by snow.
I still golf in the closet of wool, corduroy pants, the coats.
I removed the socks (believing him a great chance) yesterday for the first time.
Until a few days ago it was always bad weather, and often cold.
Certainly the office does not help. Filled with yellow lights and even a window, I often do not even realize what time of day, let alone the season.
During lunch break if I go out to do some errands I spend all the time in stores, otherwise I find a quiet corner to read.
the morning I go out early and the air is still crisp, ditto when I get home. I use the weekend to rest and if I go out, go out at night.
In all this I noticed the buds and flowers in the garden, the elevation of temperature in the middle of the day, the sun's always a little 'brighter with each passing day. Spring
forgot to warn me. Or maybe it's that his messages have been misled, the fact is that I have not heard it coming, and has the effect of a secret party when you turn on the lights and all shout "surprise!"
I have not prepared anything for Beltane. No garlands of flowers, no scented candles, no piles of spices.
But I made an appointment with the masseuse, and put the first sandal season and just walk out of the box all the colorful clothes and linen skirts. Will take care of my flowers and ask their pardon for not having noticed how they were changing.
Meanwhile, five minutes will go down to the park with only a tank top, sunglasses, my book and a towel to lie on the grass.
Just to catch up on some 'time lost.